Lewis John Brian Johnson

2008 - 2008
LocationSouth Shields
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth01/08/2008
Date of Death01/08/2008
Visitors2,480 since 11/09/2008
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hello everyone heres a little bit about me and my wife we have been together for 2 years now we both got together and thought that we never wanted to have any children but as time went on we decided that we would anyway last year my wife conceived with our first ever child we were so happy and obviously a felt like the happiest man alive my first ever child wow thats all i kept saying in my head and the suddenly one afternoon susan started bleeding really heavy and i thought oh know please no so i phoned an ambulance and susan got rushed into a&e and we were reffered to early pregnancy assessment centre and at 6 weeks and 4 days the midwife confirmed that this was a complete miscarrage our heart sank our whole meaning off life had suddenly dissapeard and as time got on we both got very down and depressed we never talked about it amongst ourselves which caused a real strain on our relationship it nearly broke us up but we found the strength against the love that we feel for each other and said we can get through this and we will try again so the weeks turned into months and we thought is it ever going to happen again and eventually anyway it happened susan concieved again we thought great hopefully this time everything will be ok but then the bleeding started quite heavy again so we were reffered to the epac again where the midwife confirmed this time at 7 weeks and one day we were having twins our hearts were filled with excitment and joy and thought this is not real we kept saying twins repeatedly lol we were so excited the weeks turned into months and sues belly getting bigger everthing is going to be ok as we went for our twenty week scan the midwife said a boy and a girl one of each we said we thought we were blessed a complete family but tragically on monday the 28th of july at 7.30 pm sues waters broke no not again i kept saying in my head its to early so anyway the ambulance came and sue got took to the delivery suite nothing happened so i went home at 6.45 in the mornin i recived a phone call can you come straight to the hospital so as i got there i was not expecting the news i recieved susan give birth to your little daughter sophie this morning and she never made it my heart sank i broke down in tears and all i could think about was getting to sue and making sure she was ok sophies placenta never came and the hospital said it will come it will come and it never did they said the little boy lewis will come and then he never did so they gave us the option of trying to hang on with lewis a few more weeks to see if he can survive in there but sadly with sophies placenta not coming out sue was prone to all sorts of infections and was really really bad the doctor came into the room and gave us the news we had been dreading its either you or the little boy we have to get him out or your going to die by this time we both could take no more heart ache they left us alone for half an hour while we talked and both decided that that it was hard but the right thing to do i could not loose sue as well as the twins how would i cope they started his labour and he hung on there for over 24 hours we thought he is not ready and we felt like murderers and then at 8.55 am on the 1st august out come my little son lewis perect he is i said as i hugged and kissed him and guess what still no placenta so sue got rushed to theatre were they had to remove the twins placenta and clear up all infection we then got it all clear and sue was aloud to come home we now have our two precious little angels buried so we have somewere to go to remember them thank you all for reading take care brian and sue xx

Little Lewis weighed just 15oz but he was so perfect, him and his twin sister sophie were buried together on the 11th August RIP Mammy and daddy always in our hearts and thoughts xx

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEWIS

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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Lewis
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.

We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.

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love you take care big hugs to you
and your family that miss you ever
day more then words can say take
care bye for now love from me
Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger
Happy Birthday

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Sylvie Belanger

August 1, 2010

BIG HUGS LEWIS

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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰

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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥

Sylvie Belanger

August 1, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 14, 2010

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R.I.P. SWEETANGEL
LOVE JO XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Joanna Parker

July 29, 2009

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Absolutely heartbreaking. Thinking of you's both on the loss of your children. I can't imagine what you's are going through. Rest In Peace Lewis & Sophie.
Love Victoria (Someone who cares) x x

Victoria C

November 18, 2008

For you my friend xx

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best:
A friend that's always there

Goodnight godbless angel sending love always to you and your family always in my heart and thoughts love Anna and my angels xxxx

Anna Mummy Of Rhianna And Tegan Green (Friend)

October 23, 2008

rip little angel

Sleep, little child, sleep.
Your sould is home
deep in the heart of God.
Weep not, gentle mother, weep not.
For your angel can be found
within the song of every bird,
the bloom of every flower,
the glow of every sunrise.

In the sweet, rhythmic breath
of every newborn babe,
witness the spirit
of your lost child
who has once again become a part
of the unconquerable,
immortal Spirit of us all

Beautiful little Lewis

I am so very sorry for the very sad loss of your twins. Lewis your perfect in everyway. Your story touched my heart, you have been incredibly strong and your babies are so lucky to have such loving parents. I understand the pain of losing a baby, i lost my son Henry at 22 weeks. I just went into prem labour and they could not stop it!!! Rest in peace little Lewis, Bye bye sweetie, you are a little angel. love from some one who caresxxxx

My heat goes out to you both.......xxxxxxx

Claire Ward

October 15, 2008
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