| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 01/08/2008 |
| Date of Death | 01/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,805 since 11/09/2008 |
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hello everyone heres a little bit about me and my wife we have been together for 2 years now we both
got together and thought that we never wanted to have any children but as time went on we decided
that we would anyway last year my wife conceived with our first ever child we were so happy and
obviously a felt like the happiest man alive my first ever child wow thats all i kept saying in my
head and the suddenly one afternoon susan started bleeding really heavy and i thought oh know please
no so i phoned an ambulance and susan got rushed into a&e and we were reffered to early pregnancy
assessment centre and at 6 weeks and 4 days the midwife confirmed that this was a complete
miscarrage our heart sank our whole meaning off life had suddenly dissapeard and as time got on we
both got very down and depressed we never talked about it amongst ourselves which caused a real
strain on our relationship it nearly broke us up but we found the strength against the love that we
feel for each other and said we can get through this and we will try again so the weeks turned into
months and we thought is it ever going to happen again and eventually anyway it happened susan
concieved again we thought great hopefully this time everything will be ok but then the bleeding
started quite heavy again so we were reffered to the epac again where the midwife confirmed this
time at 7 weeks and one day we were having twins our hearts were filled with excitment and joy and
thought this is not real we kept saying twins repeatedly lol we were so excited the weeks turned
into months and sues belly getting bigger everthing is going to be ok as we went for our twenty week
scan the midwife said a boy and a girl one of each we said we thought we were blessed a complete
family but tragically on monday the 28th of july at 7.30 pm sues waters broke no not again i kept
saying in my head its to early so anyway the ambulance came and sue got took to the delivery suite
nothing happened so i went home at 6.45 in the mornin i recived a phone call can you come straight
to the hospital so as i got there i was not expecting the news i recieved susan give birth to your
little daughter sophie this morning and she never made it my heart sank i broke down in tears and
all i could think about was getting to sue and making sure she was ok sophies placenta never came
and the hospital said it will come it will come and it never did they said the little boy lewis will
come and then he never did so they gave us the option of trying to hang on with lewis a few more
weeks to see if he can survive in there but sadly with sophies placenta not coming out sue was prone
to all sorts of infections and was really really bad the doctor came into the room and gave us the
news we had been dreading its either you or the little boy we have to get him out or your going to
die by this time we both could take no more heart ache they left us alone for half an hour while we
talked and both decided that that it was hard but the right thing to do i could not loose sue as
well as the twins how would i cope they started his labour and he hung on there for over 24 hours we
thought he is not ready and we felt like murderers and then at 8.55 am on the 1st august out come my
little son lewis perect he is i said as i hugged and kissed him and guess what still no placenta so
sue got rushed to theatre were they had to remove the twins placenta and clear up all infection we
then got it all clear and sue was aloud to come home we now have our two precious little angels
buried so we have somewere to go to remember them thank you all for reading take care brian and sue
xx
Little Lewis weighed just 15oz but he was so perfect, him and his twin sister sophie were buried
together on the 11th August RIP Mammy and daddy always in our hearts and thoughts xx
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Absolutely heartbreaking. Thinking of you's both on the loss of your children. I can't imagine what you's are going through. Rest In Peace Lewis & Sophie.
Love Victoria (Someone who cares) x x
For you my friend xx
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best:
A friend that's always there
Goodnight godbless angel sending love always to you and your family always in my heart and thoughts love Anna and my angels xxxx
rip little angel
Sleep, little child, sleep.
Your sould is home
deep in the heart of God.
Weep not, gentle mother, weep not.
For your angel can be found
within the song of every bird,
the bloom of every flower,
the glow of every sunrise.
In the sweet, rhythmic breath
of every newborn babe,
witness the spirit
of your lost child
who has once again become a part
of the unconquerable,
immortal Spirit of us all
Beautiful little Lewis
I am so very sorry for the very sad loss of your twins. Lewis your perfect in everyway. Your story touched my heart, you have been incredibly strong and your babies are so lucky to have such loving parents. I understand the pain of losing a baby, i lost my son Henry at 22 weeks. I just went into prem labour and they could not stop it!!! Rest in peace little Lewis, Bye bye sweetie, you are a little angel. love from some one who caresxxxx
thinking of you
X♥X Please pass this on to remember our little ones X♥X
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so X♥X
MUMMY AND DADDY IM HERE
Oh little one ,why did you go?
Didnt you realise how much mummy loves you so ?
You gave me such joy to know you were here.
then you left me ,alone ,filled with tears.
Mummy dont cry,I didnt go far.
im just helping the angels and playing with the stars.
Whenever you need me ,just close your eyes
and I will be with you ,right by your side.
Whenever your hurting just whisper my name,
and I will bring cuddles to help you each day.
Dont ever think that you're alone,
the love we share will last forever more.
Until that day when we meet again,
dont worry im safe with my angel family .
clair brennan 2008
A MOTHERS DREAM
I carried you so lovingly,
Within my gentle womb...
And little did I realise,
Your life would end too soon.
I never got the chance to say
I love you, little one...
Before I held you in my arms,
Your life on earth was done.
The grief is indescribable,
To lose a child this way...
All the many hopes and dreams,
Just vanished on that day.
I know I'll see the sun shine bright
Upon my baby's face...
When I finally get to heaven,
All my pain will be erased.
We'll soar the skies together,
As angels two by two...
We'll have a sweet reunion
This mother's dream come true
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